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I just wish I didn’t have to make a fucking idiot of myself in front of every person I meet. Now you’re gonna feel all guilty and shit and look at me like everyone looks at me except Cas, and I ruined things and you’re an angel how could I possibly ever think I wouldn’t end up fucking things up and I should’ve been stronger I could’ve helped you but now you’ll never feel safe with me again and it’s my fault and and-
Of course I’m gonna feel guilty, Sam, I was a fucking asshole. And it’s not like this hasn’t happened before and I should’ve known. You aren’t the one fucking things up, you’re just trying to help and I just happen to be Like That. And I feel perfectly safe around you and absolutely nothing in this shitty fucking day is your fault.
If you’re not gonna blame me for the way I acted then you’re not allowed to blame yourself for how you acted either.
*casts a glance at him*
You were panicking, you were flashing back as much as I was. You can’t act like you were of sound mind. None of this is your fault either.
:takes a deep breath:
Alright. Now that that’s settled, do you need anything?
Zack. Do you actually believe me or are you just trying to brush it off?
I believe you. I promise.
Good. *small smile*
So. Are you feelin’ alright?
*huffs a laugh*
Not really, no.
Can I do anything to help?
Umm…I don’t know, honestly. S’ not just what happened; things have been crazy. Ha, well, when are they not, but.
Gotcha. Hey, I’m always here for you- speaking of which-
:yanks out a couple feathers from one of his white wings and hands them to sam:
You can summon me with these. Just, uh, destroy ‘em somehow. Snap them in half or burn them, probably. But it’s the easiest way to, uh, contact me if you’re in trouble or something.
*jumps in surprise, eyes widening in horror*
Dude what that fuck!!
*takes them almost reverently*
Doesn’t hurt much. I mean, I also have a… sigil kind of thing that you can draw? But it’s a pain in the ass, so.
… ’m not an angel anymore, my feathers aren’t holy or anything.
Put out the fire put out the fire put out the fire put out the fire
I just wish I didn’t have to make a fucking idiot of myself in front of every person I meet. Now you’re gonna feel all guilty and shit and look at me like everyone looks at me except Cas, and I ruined things and you’re an angel how could I possibly ever think I wouldn’t end up fucking things up and I should’ve been stronger I could’ve helped you but now you’ll never feel safe with me again and it’s my fault and and-
Of course I’m gonna feel guilty, Sam, I was a fucking asshole. And it’s not like this hasn’t happened before and I should’ve known. You aren’t the one fucking things up, you’re just trying to help and I just happen to be Like That. And I feel perfectly safe around you and absolutely nothing in this shitty fucking day is your fault.
If you’re not gonna blame me for the way I acted then you’re not allowed to blame yourself for how you acted either.
*casts a glance at him*
You were panicking, you were flashing back as much as I was. You can’t act like you were of sound mind. None of this is your fault either.
:takes a deep breath:
Alright. Now that that’s settled, do you need anything?
Zack. Do you actually believe me or are you just trying to brush it off?
I believe you. I promise.
Good. *small smile*
So. Are you feelin’ alright?
*huffs a laugh*
Not really, no.
Can I do anything to help?
Umm…I don’t know, honestly. S’ not just what happened; things have been crazy. Ha, well, when are they not, but.
Gotcha. Hey, I’m always here for you- speaking of which-
:yanks out a couple feathers from one of his white wings and hands them to sam:
You can summon me with these. Just, uh, destroy ‘em somehow. Snap them in half or burn them, probably. But it’s the easiest way to, uh, contact me if you’re in trouble or something.
Anonymous asked:
Haven't seen you around here before, tall, blond, and gorgeous. What a shame. Name's Daken. -D.A.
leocadere answered:
:lil blush:
Haven’t seen you around here either. I’m Zack.
:not surprised at all:
So that’s what that was, huh? :shrug: Seen weirder.
Huh. Alright then. A lot of people I tell kinda.. freak the hell out, so.
When you regularly see people who lose entire limbs and grow them back in a few hours shit stops phasing you. Doubly so when you’re one of those people.
Makes sense. I just don’t think that walking around with angel wings would be the… Best idea, honestly.
I know of a mutant who just… does that. But he’s a mutant, not something else.
.. seriously? That’s wild.
He calls himself angel, actually
Tell him that an angel from upstairs says hello, then.
We are not friends.
O… kay, then. Um. Then tell him an actual angel says he’s a dick.
Anonymous asked:
Haven't seen you around here before, tall, blond, and gorgeous. What a shame. Name's Daken. -D.A.
leocadere answered:
:lil blush:
Haven’t seen you around here either. I’m Zack.
:not surprised at all:
So that’s what that was, huh? :shrug: Seen weirder.
Huh. Alright then. A lot of people I tell kinda.. freak the hell out, so.
When you regularly see people who lose entire limbs and grow them back in a few hours shit stops phasing you. Doubly so when you’re one of those people.
Makes sense. I just don’t think that walking around with angel wings would be the… Best idea, honestly.
I know of a mutant who just… does that. But he’s a mutant, not something else.
.. seriously? That’s wild.
He calls himself angel, actually
Tell him that an angel from upstairs says hello, then.
Anonymous asked:
Haven't seen you around here before, tall, blond, and gorgeous. What a shame. Name's Daken. -D.A.
leocadere answered:
:lil blush:
Haven’t seen you around here either. I’m Zack.
:not surprised at all:
So that’s what that was, huh? :shrug: Seen weirder.
Huh. Alright then. A lot of people I tell kinda.. freak the hell out, so.
When you regularly see people who lose entire limbs and grow them back in a few hours shit stops phasing you. Doubly so when you’re one of those people.
Makes sense. I just don’t think that walking around with angel wings would be the… Best idea, honestly.
I know of a mutant who just… does that. But he’s a mutant, not something else.
.. seriously? That’s wild.
Anonymous asked:
Castiel. I need your help. 🦁
saturnsarchangel answered:
What is it?
Fun story but it’s really fucking long, I need to kill someone and I need my grace back to do it. Any chance you could call in a favor or somethin..?
I could. Who are you killing?
Uh.. easiest way to describe it is my crazy ex girlfriend who’s also a demon.
The one who hurt Sam?
Yes.
Iridescent and I are already on her trail. I can restore your grace, but only temporarily.
Oh thank god. How soon?
A few hours. It won’t be pleasant.
:shrugs and nods:
I should get my halo back in order then.
The horns will disappear on their own.
.. dude, they were literally stabbed into my skull with the two halves of my halo. I doubt it.
With your grace restored, they will heal naturally. I have experience in this. Trust me.
Alright.
:shrugs:
I’ll trust you.
Good. I’ll be back in a few hours to restore your grace.
:nods silently, looking a little scared:
You look frightened.
I don’t.. falling hurt. I don’t want to have to go through that again, I know it’s selfish, I just.. :shrugs:
It was shitty.
It won’t be like that this time around.
Okay. Thank you.
Of course.
:ruffles his wings nervously:
So I guess I’ll get as close as I can and then just.. angel up, right?
More like you stand in a sigil and fuse with your own grace, but… sure.
It… also won’t be fun. Not as bad as falling, but pretty bad. Removal is easier.
… I can handle it.
Anonymous asked:
Haven't seen you around here before, tall, blond, and gorgeous. What a shame. Name's Daken. -D.A.
leocadere answered:
:lil blush:
Haven’t seen you around here either. I’m Zack.
:not surprised at all:
So that’s what that was, huh? :shrug: Seen weirder.
Huh. Alright then. A lot of people I tell kinda.. freak the hell out, so.
When you regularly see people who lose entire limbs and grow them back in a few hours shit stops phasing you. Doubly so when you’re one of those people.
Makes sense. I just don’t think that walking around with angel wings would be the… Best idea, honestly.
Anonymous asked:
Castiel. I need your help. 🦁
saturnsarchangel answered:
What is it?
Fun story but it’s really fucking long, I need to kill someone and I need my grace back to do it. Any chance you could call in a favor or somethin..?
I could. Who are you killing?
Uh.. easiest way to describe it is my crazy ex girlfriend who’s also a demon.
The one who hurt Sam?
Yes.
Iridescent and I are already on her trail. I can restore your grace, but only temporarily.
Oh thank god. How soon?
A few hours. It won’t be pleasant.
:shrugs and nods:
I should get my halo back in order then.
The horns will disappear on their own.
.. dude, they were literally stabbed into my skull with the two halves of my halo. I doubt it.
With your grace restored, they will heal naturally. I have experience in this. Trust me.
Alright.
:shrugs:
I’ll trust you.
Good. I’ll be back in a few hours to restore your grace.
:nods silently, looking a little scared:
You look frightened.
I don’t.. falling hurt. I don’t want to have to go through that again, I know it’s selfish, I just.. :shrugs:
It was shitty.
It won’t be like that this time around.
Okay. Thank you.
Of course.
:ruffles his wings nervously:
So I guess I’ll get as close as I can and then just.. angel up, right?
So like other angels, gotcha. I wasn’t sure if it changed once you’re fallen. I can see angels getting, uh, intoxicated with the stuff as it were. So it’s probably not too fun to do shots or anything, right?
What do you want?
:shrugs:
I’m okay either way. I just wanna do what would make you most comfortable.
I just want makes you most comfortable.
:huffs:
I should keep trying to find Alastor, but I kinda wanna stay with you.
Then stay.
:flops down on the floor next to the bed:
Thank you.
Nothin’ to thank me for, Zack…
:small nod, moves his wing so it’s kind of like a blanket for sam:
*cards a hand lazily through the feathers*
:goes limp, sobbing silently:
*crawls off the bed and onto the floor, holding Zack lightly in his arms as he continues to softly stroke feathers*
:curls into sam’s chest, shuddering:
Don’t you dare apologize. Alastor…is way too much like the Dioses for comfort. This is exactly the kinda shit Luci would pull. I’m sorry you have to deal with it.
:nods slightly, whines:
*cuddles up under the wing*
:pulls sam close, kisses him softly:
Thank you.
So like other angels, gotcha. I wasn’t sure if it changed once you’re fallen. I can see angels getting, uh, intoxicated with the stuff as it were. So it’s probably not too fun to do shots or anything, right?
What do you want?
:shrugs:
I’m okay either way. I just wanna do what would make you most comfortable.
I just want makes you most comfortable.
:huffs:
I should keep trying to find Alastor, but I kinda wanna stay with you.
Then stay.
:flops down on the floor next to the bed:
Thank you.
Nothin’ to thank me for, Zack…
:small nod, moves his wing so it’s kind of like a blanket for sam:
*cards a hand lazily through the feathers*
:goes limp, sobbing silently:
*crawls off the bed and onto the floor, holding Zack lightly in his arms as he continues to softly stroke feathers*
:curls into sam’s chest, shuddering: